Maybe I do love you

I really cant stop thinking about you, I cant keep you out of my head, You show up in my thoughts at least once an hour.

Its been only three hours that I said goodbye and I already miss you, I want you. I know I might lose most of that interest as soon as you reply, but still I like you, telling me "I love you" makes me feel all warm and soft, makes me want to hug and cuddle you and take a nap together. Love boners, I get them each time you do cute things be it calling me "love" or simply sending voice messages, with your little brother making hell lots of noises in the background , fighting you, pulling your hair and scratching you, spoiled little monkey. FIGHT HIM!!!! he is only 9yo, and you're a 20yo big girl! use your strength and overwhelm him, end this tyranny for once and for all!

I love talking to you, exchanging thoughts with you, be it small talk or deep conversations idk tbh I just love hearing you. I love teasing you, but I dont quite like being teased, I get so jealous when you mention other guys, or when you jokingly say "I will dump you for him" even though I myself do it more often than you do.

That is indeed needy from me, although I might not express all of the above when Im being with you. I hope this is love, Ive always been a little distant from expressing myself fully with you, maybe because I wanted to protect myself from being heartbroken, or you from feeling neglected if I ever start losing interest.